Awesomesauce

Sometimes
I dream of you.
Lying next to me, still.
Still holding onto me 
Like before,
Before it didn’t take shear willpower for you
To even bare,
Bare to be there, 
Looking at me,
With love in your eyes,
And every fiber of your being.
Well, to bad! 
It was all lies, you see.
I’ve moved on
Moved forward.
Moved away from those things,
Those things that you use to say to me.

Like, I love you and Ill be with you always.
Oh how I wish I could go back,
And shut that hole in your face.
Wire it shut, so tight that you wouldn’t even be able to breathe.

But, too late!
The damage - has all been done.
There’s no reversing it now.
I hope that you had fun.
Oh well!
Not that you gave a crap.
And now there’s no turning back.
I just hope - that - you - had - fun.

Remember?
Back when
You use to come to my house
You came just about everyday
And everyday I use to wait.
Wait for you to come,
To bring yourself to me, 
To make me happy.
And I smiled.
But now I can hardly look at a picture of you 
And smile.
I just end up shooting 
vomit all over the place
Anytime I think about you and your smiling face.
It doesn’t matter anymore
I’ll wait for somebody better than you. 
You say that you don’t care
But you can’t deny that it’s true.
I hope you had fun though
I know I didn’t, 
Not with the fact,
That you were always doing things 
Right behind my back,

Like drugs, and drinking, and who knows what else.
Oh how I wish I could go back,
And figure it all out, figure it all out before,
Before I fell for you as hard as I did.

But, too late!
The damage - has all been done.
There’s no reversing it now.
I hope that you had fun
Oh well!
Not that you gave a crap.
And now there’s no turning back.
I just hope - that - you - had - fun.

Guess what?
I’m getting bored of this now.
Now that I’m actually writing about you.
And all the things I hated.
But boo hoo?
Who really cares?
Who could care about a worthless? 
Piece of bones, skin, and hairs.
Not I.
Not when that worthless person
Did nothing but hurt me.
Hurt me more then any other,
Knife, gun, or person, put together.
Oh well…
It’s not like I cared about you.
Not even when I said I love you too.
Or anything else
That came out of this person’s mouth,
I hope this makes you feel better,
Knowing it didn’t affect me at all.
Especially when I said things,

Like, I love you more then anything.
More then my friends and family.
I want you to know this though, 
That I’m sorry for saying all these mean things.

And know that I really do love you… 

But, too late!
The damage - has all been done.
There’s no reversing it now.
I hope that you had fun
Oh well!
Not that you gave a crap.
And now there’s no turning back.
I just hope - that - you – had - fun.